| man why do i get so insecure.. and just because ive had some really bad relationships.. with family, friends.. girlfriends.. i get really scared and insecure and i overreact to something with a girlfriend id never normally overreact too, something id normally find funny but instead i go all fucking insane over it.. and act like a twat. ;/
just because my past wasnt easy and hurt me like fuck and i have all these fears i need to get over it and quit letting it hurt me.. letting the past screw up whats good now is stupid.. cuz the people who hurt me in the past are assholes and by me letting it screw up whats good now.. im letting those assholes win..ifr i quit this insecure shit and had a good relationship with this amazing girl ive met.. then for once id win and the assholes lose.. but no i get all insecure and scared of being hurt..a nd elt the assholes from my past win even tho i know shed never hurt me or doing anything.. to hurt me so i have no reason to get scared and have no reason ti get insecure.. so i need to quit worriyng, quit being insecure as tho ive being hurt in my past by assholes, this girl would never hurt me.. so i have no reason to worry.. so..i need to stop being insecure stop worrtying shed hurt me like i was in the past like she wouldnt and be secure believe she wont hurt me, have a good relationship and finally i win and defeat my past and thats what im gonna go.. im not gonna freak out and get scared id get hurt by her.. like i just now and take something that was a joke serious.. because i was hurt in the past and let assholes win, im not gonna do that to her again, or do it to myself again,im going to quit being insecure.. quit being scared of hurt.. as i know she wouldnt hurt me.. believe she likes me, and wants only me and believe she wont hurt me.. be happy, be secure, not be scared of hurt not overreact to jokes and crap.. and just be happy with her.. and make sure i win this time and the idiots from my past.. lose and suck in their pathetic lifes while mines good.
this is the turning point as i now realise i cant get scared or worried of hurt anymore cuz i have no reason too, shed never hurt me shes too aamzing for that.. and wouldnt hurt anyone, definitly not me and im the only guy she wants.
im sorry, you know who you're
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| Lol found this still exists after not using it for 3 years, does anyone still post on here? comment me if you do, ifi get no comments ill delete it lmao |
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